{"id":562,"date":"2020-03-11T10:53:09","date_gmt":"2020-03-11T10:53:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mazin.nl\/?p=562"},"modified":"2020-03-29T10:53:35","modified_gmt":"2020-03-29T08:53:35","slug":"ecdysis-my-life-autobiography","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/mazin.nl\/?p=562","title":{"rendered":"ECDYSIS- My Life Autobiography"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/bd7b3a92b91925e0b626f36338ba0709-0-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-564\" srcset=\"http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/bd7b3a92b91925e0b626f36338ba0709-0-683x1024.jpg 683w, http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/bd7b3a92b91925e0b626f36338ba0709-0-200x300.jpg 200w, http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/bd7b3a92b91925e0b626f36338ba0709-0-768x1152.jpg 768w, http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/bd7b3a92b91925e0b626f36338ba0709-0-1024x1536.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/bd7b3a92b91925e0b626f36338ba0709-0.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am delighted, thrilled, &nbsp;yet terrified to announce that I have started writing my autobiography book. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I didn\u2019t want to write at all. I thought that to look deeply into myself like that would be absolutely terrible, and I felt my life maybe uneventful, but my close and beloved ones asked to do it. So I said I will write about childhood and teenage years, but I went on after that \u2013 childhood and teenagerhood wasn\u2019t quite long enough, so there was nothing for it but to go on. I found it extremely difficult, much more difficult than writing academically. I have been through exciting and daunting situations, like moving between countries cultures, beliefs and the accompanying inevitable internal change. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The passing of years brings\u00a0 a static quality to ones memories, even though they are living things in a living past. They can be looked at objectively as one looks at a picture. Even one\u2019s past selves can be looked at in this way, so different are the past selves to the self-one now is. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/c6a3a7639df759dde424f6e5da1515a7-0-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-565\" srcset=\"http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/c6a3a7639df759dde424f6e5da1515a7-0-683x1024.jpg 683w, http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/c6a3a7639df759dde424f6e5da1515a7-0-200x300.jpg 200w, http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/c6a3a7639df759dde424f6e5da1515a7-0-768x1152.jpg 768w, http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/c6a3a7639df759dde424f6e5da1515a7-0-1024x1536.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/mazin.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/c6a3a7639df759dde424f6e5da1515a7-0.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I acknowledge that in all of us some of the basic\ntemperament, formed by inheritance and upbringing and early experience, cannot always\nbe changed, however desperately we may long to change it. But what is built\nupon the unchanging foundation by our own seeking and struggling, by what\nhappens to us and by the profound influence exerted over us by the people we\nmeet and live with, creates an ever-growing and changing personality. One looks\nback at almost a stranger: \u201cKnowing myself yet, being some-one other. &nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am delighted, thrilled, &nbsp;yet terrified to announce that I have started writing my autobiography book. I didn\u2019t want to write at all. I thought that to look deeply into myself like that would be absolutely terrible, and I felt my life maybe uneventful, but my close and beloved ones asked to do it. 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